..I’ve been hurt and bullied all my life. I’ve had people pick on me for everything , mainly my weight. I’ve had my own “friends ” pick on me. I’ve been pick on and humiliated so much that I started hating everything about myself. I hated myself so much that I started hurting myself which led to me trying to end my life countless times. It’s probably one of the worst feelings ever to look at yourself and think you’re disgusting. I didn’t think it would get better but then I met someone and that person made me see how beautiful I could be . He told me everyday that I was beautiful and after awhile I started to see it too. He taught me that how to love myself and that everything bad doesn’t last forever . Ever since he came into my life I’ve felt so much better . Right now I’m dealing with people trying to pull me down to that dark place that I use to be , family and friends but I won’t go there again . I don’t deserve to feel like that . No matter how hard it is to let go of some of these people I have to do it because I deserve happiness and I won’t let ANYONE get in the way of that .